Sometimes I feel normal.  Sometimes I actually feel good about myself.  Then I speak.  Yesterday I took my dog outside and I felt pretty good about the way I looked and then my neighbor said something to me and I responded.  Speaking is not good for my ego.  When I speak I feel like sometimes it comes out like “bvdfhsyjuilyhswhbfgnbdfaergag.”  🙂  I know that’s irrational of me to think but I do.  Well, it’s gotten A LOT better in the last year and 10 months.  I used to not speak in public, I made whoever I was with speak for me.  I speak myself now.

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  1. I still hate my speech so much so that I mostly text my friends rather than call them. I listen to the outgoing message on my voicemail because it has my old voice!

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