Sometimes I feel normal. Sometimes I actually feel good about myself. Then I speak. Yesterday I took my dog outside and I felt pretty good about the way I looked and then my neighbor said something to me and I responded. Speaking is not good for my ego. When I speak I feel like sometimes it comes out like “bvdfhsyjuilyhswhbfgnbdfaergag.” 🙂 I know that’s irrational of me to think but I do. Well, it’s gotten A LOT better in the last year and 10 months. I used to not speak in public, I made whoever I was with speak for me. I speak myself now.