I’m getting married next month to the most wonderful man who ever existed on the planet. He might not be real. He is an empath, he is the funniest human being ever, and he is the most brilliant man I have ever met. We’re not having a wedding, just going downtown and getting married because we want to be married. When you have a stroke, man do I know the emptiness, loneliness, intense fear, suicidal thoughts and feelings, people not understanding anything and not trying to understand, and hundreds of other bad feelings. But good things (can) happen after you get through Hell. I’m not saying they will, but they can.
So, I’m going to stop blogging for now, possibly forever. I’m going to go live my life as best as I can. And I need to try to get to a place of inner peace. The anger that I have is eating me up inside. It comes and goes, but when it comes it is incredibly intense. Barring my therapist who is unbelievably wonderful and also might not be real, Western Medicine has done little to nothing to help me with this. I believe the way out of this is meditation. At least an hour of it everyday. And eventually, hopefully, I will feel ok all the time. I will never delete the blog because I happen to think it’s chock full of a ton of great information all in one place. And if anyone ever has any questions, feel free to email me. I’m here to help.
So this is Dr. Amy signing off, for now…….